
You can’t use up creativity. The more you use, the more you have. – Maya Angelou
I once believed that I was only creative in the realm of writing. Even having acquired a degree in “communication arts,” I knew that was just my liberal arts school’s fancy way of saying “journalism.”
I had always wanted to be more of an artist. I envied people for whom drawing seemed to come naturally. My stick figures were no competition, so I assumed I just couldn’t draw. I put myself squarely into a box of “not an artist.”
I’m embarrassed to admit it took me well into my 40s to realize I was a creative person. Italics. Bold. Underlined. A full-blown creative soul who certainly excelled at writing, but was not limited to only finding a creative outlet in that realm.
In fact, I learned that all people are creative persons. Italics. Bold. Underlined. Some of us have embraced that notion more than others, but I clearly see now that it takes tremendous creativity just to be a functional human. All innovation comes from creative persons. The parents who figure out how to get meals on the table every single night are creative persons. Every worker solving problems 8 hours a day are complete creative persons. The artists, actors, singers, and writers of the world also join the not-so-exclusive club of creative persons.
Why is this important? For me, it was a break-through in treating both major and low-level depression. Creating served me in multiple ways. It allowed my brain to focus on something that felt important, but was outside of my head. It gave me a sense of accomplishment. It allowed me to lose myself in beautiful thoughts. It taught me so many things I get to apply in other areas of my life. It gave me something – creativity – that was mine and couldn’t be taken away.
I now have creating as a way to center myself and to feel purpose. Whether it’s in the complicated creativity of gardening, the purposeful creativity of developing a new recipe, or the therapeutic creativity of writing, I have the opportunity to bring an idea into life.
Allowing myself to see that I am a creative person also opened me to try things that I once felt weren’t in my wheelhouse: drawing, painting, interior decorating, and countless home repair projects. Was I good at all of them? No. But I loved trying! I also learned that I could try as often as I wanted, learn new ways to do those things, and try again.
Lovely post! I think we can be so hard on ourselves by imaining that a creative person needa to be an absolute genious in the field… when in fact no, just need to have the will to play. I’m rereading Big Magic from Liz Gilbert because I need a bit of encouragement these days and she talks exactly about this.
That’s wonderful! I’ll put it on my list.
I love this quote. It is amazing the benefits you can get from creating. Visiting from the A to Z.